A mother’s contemplation

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I have heard before that a mother’s love to their child is unconditional.

Maybe that is the reason why i can’t describe it. Believe me i’ve tried it before, to write a poem, a description, but the words don’t flow naturally.

It’s incredible that the most overwhelming love i am experiencing is extremely hard to put into words. It’s truly beyond all of them.

What i can write about is that, through all my dotters phases since she was newborn i have been feeling and experiencing a roller coaster of emotions that i didn’t even knew it existed in me: good and bad!

She has the ability to make my hair grow gray only for worrying.. to want to yell at a pillow when she cries endlessly or is having her crisis.. to make my breath and my heart stop while i get scared she is going to fall or hit a table, to make me feel like the queen of cleaning..but to make my heart literally melt when i look at her sleeping.

It doesn’t matter how chaotic, frustrating, the day has been as somedays are.. When i see her sleeping I forget about what the day brought and am so GRATEFUL for having her in my life.

God blessed me with such a precious gift in my life..

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Narbonne, April 2018 by M.L.

Namaste ❤

M.L.

Echoing melodies

Where are you? I can’t hear..

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He sang a song deeply from his heart

from so far away,

but she could hear him in her mind

so close that she could almost touch his face again.

She singed back to him,

She knew he could hear her too.

“Where are you? I can’t hear”..

She could not hear him anymore.

Their melody began to reach the emptiness,

but she will always remember

the moment they sang the same song

above any poem, through a misterious melody,

with the ultimate bond, spiritually

She wished to hear his voice again

wherever she would go,

But their song had been whispered towards silence,

and their lights began to fade

as ice diamonds melting in the spring..

photo by M.L., Arvidsjaur, an old one (2013/2014)

Their frozen hearts turned into stars,

shining apart in the darkest skies,

though bonded for all eternity,

with a hidden melody, echoing through infinity.

by M.L., 2018

 

p.s. this poem is specially dedicated to my best friend and sister, D..

Little sys, i admire your strength and i support you ❤ : It’s your time to expand even if it hurts right now. You will be alright..

Diamonds in the snow

What doesn’t freeze me, makes me stronger.. ;p

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Arvidsjaur, 2018, by M.L.

Today i felt a “call from nature”. I decided to stop with the excuses that it is too cold (10 below zero), took my warmer clothes and shoes, ready to go out.

It’s been a long time i don’t take a walk in the forest. And even with all frozen lakes, plants, silence, because there are so few birds now, i saw a shade of beauty, of divine..

Moments like this makes me feel alive, inspired, strong, ready for fight again. Ready to handle this winter blues with a new strength..

I may not be strong enough to walk on ice right now, but i will be strong enough to defeat these winter blues symptoms ;p.. After all i have been through in my life, this is the least i expect from myself.

This is some photos i took in my morning walk here in Arvidsjaur. Hope you enjoy it as much as i do 😉

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Namaste ❤

M.L.

We are human

 

We fall and rise..

Arvidsjaur, spring 2018, by M.L.

 

We make mistakes and learn

We teach , predict,

when nobody understands

we fall as shooting stars.

We rise and shine again

ready to spread our wisdom

with a reborn strength.

We are human

learning to live

not ready to meet darkness

not allways ready to leave

we are human searching for hope,

through all the imperfections

we can’t see it all the time..

and when we finally do,

we glow again as the light of the sun

spreading warm, joy and love

after all..we are only human, for now..

Not every day the sun shines, and when it Finally does, just enjoy it 🌞

Namaste ❤

 

by M.L. 2018